happy sad.
February 14 2008, 12:43 PM
Well, it's that day again.
Valentine's.
&& once again, yours truly is Valentine-less.
But you know what? That's totally cool. I'm really happy where I am right now. Did you know that more suicides are committed on Valentine's Day than on almost any other day in the rest of the year? How sad is that? That we as a culture base so much self-worth on having a boyfriend [or girlfriend]. Valentine's Day is just a day to say...
"I love you."
Chances are that you're surrounded by people who love you.
I don't have a boyfriend right now, so by today's standards, I should be very depressed, yeah? But I'm honestly not. I've had a great day so far today, && I intend to make that last. I won't let some over-commercialized, industry-produced holiday dictate my happiness.
Today is going to be amazing for me.
I'm just going to be happy knowing that the people I'm with/who are around me love me.
By the way, today is also Singles Appreciation Day!
So, Happy SAD!
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uhhhm.
February 4 2008, 4:54 PM
I'm so sick of crap.
Some of you might know what I'm talking about, some won't.
Either way, I'm through with putting up with all of it.
So for those of you who know who I'm referring to, it's over. I'm not okay with it anymore.
Not that it matters to you.
But it does to me.
::edit.edit.edit::
Okay, that sounded really harsh && rude. Sorry! I didn't mean to be like that. I'm just in a really pissy mood. So please pardon the attitude emanating from this latest post.
:P
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Confused.
January 7 2008, 4:02 PM
Ugh.
I won't bore you with the details... cuz that'd be boring.
For you.
=P
But I am just... thoroughly confused right now.
Totally.
&.
Completely.
Posted in pity party posts.
It's allllll good.
December 24 2007, 12:50 PM
Yessss!
Tomorrow is Christmas.
In case you didn't know.
Woot, woot!
Annnnnd.
Um, let me see.
Well.
I think I have a sinus headache... which is definitely not so lovely.
Pretty much not at all.
But, it's all good.
Cuz it's Christmas Eve.
And it's "a beautiful day in the neighborhood".
^^^Mr. Rogers throwback^^^
But it really is a beautiful day in the neighborhood; we have TONS of snow!
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas...
Anyway.
Mhm.
And tonight I am singing and playing guitar at the Christmas Eve service, & then I'm doing the media stuff.
Wahooo...
Nah, it really is fun.
It's just annoying when certain people who are supposed to be running decide to throw hissy-fits and freaking quit!!!
Ugh.
BUT, it's allllll good.
No really, it is.
I'm not just saying that.
I'm happier today than I've been in a long time; at least in the last few months.
I can't even really explain why, but, for some reason, everything seems just... better today.
And that's a really nice feeling.
How are you today?
Posted in oh happy dayyyy.
my happy ending?? mm.. guess i missed that part.
December 16 2007, 7:28 PM
"Let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead. Held up so high on such a breakable thread. You were all the things I thought I knew, & I thought we could be... You were everything, everything that I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. All of the memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending; so much for my happy ending. You've got your dumb friends; I know what they say. They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they. But they don't know me, do they even know you? All the things you hide from me, & all the things that you do? You were all the things I thought I knew, & I thought we could be... You were everything, everything that I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. All of the memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending; so much for my happy ending. It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you cared, & making me feel like I Was the only one. It's nice to know we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall, & letting me know we were done. You were everything, everything that I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. All of the memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending; so much for my happy ending."
Posted in pity party posts.
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